Natalie8
You are your own best advocate. If something's not working and is causing more harm then potential good, let it go.
I have also tried A, C, and R and was miserable on the A & R for 6 months each, nearly a decade apart. The site reactions and dents C created made it unbearable too.
Trust yourself. Your decision is just that yours. No failures on our part, it's failure on the drug companies part.