Alffe he told me how he will do it. He also told me I will know before it happens............when and where.

I told him its not fair to punish me for his loss and he needs to MAN UP and deal with it. We are both going to be devastated we both need to be there for each other.

He said he can't.....................I said you need to try!! You owe me that much, as my friend I will need you and you will need me, lets try to get through this together.

His answer was " I don't know" I'll take that. To me at least I think he is thinking of another alternative???(could be wishful thinking on my part)

I just think I need to keep him talking about IT.

Dottie