the symptoms of depersonalizations are 100X worst at nighttime at night i feel like i cant see nothing like im just walking in the dark i cant recognize my surroundings or nothing it litterally feels like im in a dream that i cant wake up from

man i feel like im the only one i tried telling some of my family but they look at me and think im ok but i feel like im going to lose it

its like theres no way u can get someone else to understand how u feel
u can explain it to them but they dont have the same experience

its especially hard when u see your family and friends go on with there lives like nothing happened having fun being able to watch tv and play games while your stuck in pain feeling like your living in another darker world

i really hope i do get better