I am very sorry to see what a hard time you are having with what you are going through and that your family doesn't support you with the help you need to deal with things.

With you being so young and not having anyone to help give you the emotional support you need, that is why I suggested coucelling. It doesn't have to be family councelling, you could go for yourself.

I do believe that good councellors can help us learn to find ways to help us deal with the pain and what we are going through. They also give us someone to talk to when no one else is listening.

I am sorry that nothing has helped you. I wish I had some ideals for you. I will say though again don't give up and don't quit looking for that right Dr. that can give you a lot more help then others have.

Years ago when I came on the forums there were so many of us it seemed like that was just starting out dealing with the RSD and a lot of us have gotten better and watched each other get better or at least get to a point to where we could tolerate what we are going through.

I had a Lady from the TOS forum reach out to me and she was a Godsend like my PCP. She talked me through a lot of the hardest nights for me. I wish that for you, that you will find someone that will reach out to you and help you get through this.

Ada