OH Bannet, I'm so sorry
The absolute worst time with my DD was right around her graduation and the year preceeding it. It was so bad finally, I rented her an apartment and moved her in to it. I was so distraught for so long...just sick inside. She swore she would never speak to me again too. I spent a Christmas without her and my soul was dying. 4 months into the deal, she folded. She came home and I've been the best things since buttered bread since (2 years now), and somehow, overnight I became smart

I think its some kind of right of passage....the love is still there...it will heal in time. In the meantime....I understand