(((BJ))) It's ok if I start the day in tears because these are happy ones..I think you are beginning to see yourself as we have always seen you...you have such inner strength and courage..you are the real definition of a survivor my dear friend.
Is it an easy journey? Absolutely not but you are such an incredible example of what a person can do to try and chizel out a better place in this world.
You deserve to be loved...you most certainly are loved here.