Hey Wiix .. I definitely know where you are coming from ... and I agree with Snoozie, BGB, Frank and Polar ..

I use to go a 100mph a day ... and still have more on my to-do list ... I would keep adding and adding .. and do them ... then I got MS (or had it - and it finally said, ENOUGH!)

this last year was tough - trying to figure out what to do ... then around christmas time, I decided that no one is going to tell me what to expect - so now I can do what I want and no one can say 'didly-squat' .. when someone says something, I just tell them that this is how I'm handling my dx - and doing okay.

be GOOD to yourself .. I decided to return back to school (online) to finish my masters ... and been enjoying the camaraderie with participating with others (as I enjoy this site) ...

doesn't matter how old you are - start a new project, take a class that peaks your interest - read a new novel from the library.. then write a book review and send it to local small newspapers (they are always looking for new news) ...

you don't have to prove anything to anyone ... when you go to the library, check out the DVD movie: Facing the Giants .. it helped me to get a new perspective on life ... and it's all good ..