Denise you deserve to have a life worth living and we'd love to help you up from the floor. Many here have worried about you, prayed that you are still with us for your families sake.

I lost my only son to suicide and it changed our family forever. Please keep talking about what you are feeling...this forum (particularly the Survivors of Suicide Forum) is the place to get the support you need. We take turns holding each other up there and we do not judge you for having those thoughts.

If you click on this link....http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html

it will take you there. And good luck at the dr.