I am very sorry for your on going depression. Does it ever let up? Please don't give up. I've been struggling for years myself with many puzzling,and painful emotional issues. There are many topics in the Depression,and Bipolar area of this forum community that may be able to help you.

Scroll down to the bottom area of this forum community,and there we are. I didn't know how to navigate through this forum community for several months. It is assumed that people will know,but I didn't know. I mean no disrespect to the forum community. I just didn't know how to navigate through it.

Sign in,and/or scroll down to the area where you see Depression,Bipolar,OCD,and other things like this,not necessarily in that order.

We all love you. We are with you. We want to help you. My heart goes out to you,and I'm so sorry that you are going through this,and it must be very painful. I understand emotional trauma deeply. Many of us do.

There is also a sanctuary area in this forum community. I have gone in there with prayer requests. Brokenfriend