I am looking for another job, but when you have 16years experience with the airlines, it's not easy to tell people all that your capable of much more than just selling tickets and checking people in. Something will come around. I get tingling in my ring finger and thumbs, sometimes in the top of my hands.. I can feel hot and cold, but I find it difficult to hold on to things, my hands will twitch and shake, then just let go of what I am holding. I was sorry to hear about all you have been thru, you sound like a very strong person to deal with all that. Take care and chat with you soon........Tarabee