It sounds like they are being very careful,and your therapist,and primary are overseeing everything. That's good. It looks like you are on the right track.

Your family hurts,but you hurt the worse. You are worth all the concern from doctors,family,and everybody helping you.

Your life is more important then your job. Try not to even think about your job. Don't feel guilty for not working. That's false guilt. You have allot of people in your corner now,and you have a caring family. There is no pressure for you to change immediately after everything is said ,and done. Don't worry about that either.

Don't look at yourself in the mirror to much at this time. As time goes by,you will know more about who you are. Try to go with the flow,and try not to figure these things out,because it can bring major head trips if you know what I mean.

We all love and accept you in this forum community Brokenfriend