Well, Monique, I worry about each day as it comes. If you plan to be disabled, you'll be robbing yourself of a lot of life's experiences. I say get your butt back in school, if that's what you aim to do. I went for my M.S. in the middle of an attack, but I was bored! I have no regrets, I quit working about 10 years ago, there was too much left for me to do. I have become quite disabled, but I still don't let it stop me.
Take a little time to get used to this, life is going to continue with or without you, jump in and do everything!