I got a bit better for an couple hrs. Still much pain, sx..... but less for a few - no drive -food ext.... My ex stayed till I guess tonight or am. I know that is why I started to get better. I just can't be alone or w/kid. He thinks I am not alone due to my 6 yr old - I love her - but it makes it worse at this point. So much non MS stress factors too.. I think that is way I am so bad. I'm getting worse as I post - stress I know now. Everone has to have someone for support. Yes, I have found that to be true. 100% !!!!!!

Mem. day is to be his this yr, but he will not take Emily. I don't want her gone - but I want out of this relapse. I am no good for her if not out. I guess what will be - will be. and no I don't want my ex back. I just want a friend or even a so-called one.

Cheri - I guess if not much better I will take you advise. Thank you very much for it.