I might need more Xanax,and i'll want to keep taking the luvox,and I might need a mild antipsychotic. I don't need any sleeping pills. I just want to feel better during the day,and night. I need something to stabilize the mood swings,and something that will stop me from becoming very upset over little things. I need something to decrease the pain in my chest over time.

I see a new Psychiatrist in June. You all please cross your fingers for me. I don't want another life shattering experience. If the doctor does anything drastic,it will cause that anxiety pain in my chest to go critical. Does anyone else have anxiety pain in their chest? Please let me know.

I don't know anything about most of the modern medications,but at this point, I need something. I've been under medicated longer then I was over medicated. Now I'm ready to die if they don't do something quickly. I don't care what anyone thinks now. I just want them to treat my illness properly. This has gone on,and on,and on now. It's definitely not in my head. "Huston,we have a problem." BF