Hi Carolyn - thanks - my understanding of Social Security disabled means completely disabled, can't do a thing, which is not true. So it would mean quitting the job I do have - and which I love - and never returning to it (I teach dance at the top private high school in the country). It seems a lot to sacrifice to then become indolent and dishonest.....so I struggle with that. But perhaps I have to rethink everything.

Whoops, just wanted to clarify - by indolent, I mean for me, since I still can function at a high level some of the time, but extremely compromised by on-offs....don't mean to say disabled folks are indolent at all!!!!!