Honestly B2U, you scare me sometimes.... I have been feeling the same way today! I was part of the Memorial Day Parade this morning and I just didn't feel like I was part of the whole group participating - this was our second year together and it didn't feel right for me. Not that I shouldn't be doing it.... I don't know how to explain it - you did a good job!
Needless to say I know just how you feel.
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