Hi,
This is the state I lived in before dx.
And it is the state I lived in after dx for 4 years thanks to the Lithium and the tricylics I was on.

I was unable to explain to the pdoc was what happening. I didn't know the vocab. And back in the late 80/early 90s pdocs didn't know as much about mixed states as they do now.

It was awful.
I am sorry for anyone who can relate to this.
Mari