Well, when you find out how to slow down let me know OK? My family relies on me to keep everyone together and mediate arguments. I am just now realizing the tough job my grandmother had. lol

I think you need to allow yourself to rest. I say allow because people like you and me don't know what that means. We go go go until we break and then we think we have failed. I am getting better with time and age but I also don't have ms to add to the mix. You know trying to do too much will take it's toll. Maybe it's time to think about a break to see if your ms improves when your not doing so much. You really are a go getter, much more than I ever was and I admire that in you. But it's OK to say you need some refuel time. I got tired/stressed just reading your last paragraph.