Noidy,
You have new friends here and we know what you're going through! I used to say I wanted to be back at my pre-kids weight, well.. I guess I found a reason how to do that just not the way I planned. More and more I'm learning to adapt since this is all still new to me. I guess the hardest part is I'm definitely a type A personality and letting go of some of my control is very hard to do.

Monique