Hello Rory, and welcome to NeuroTalk. I'm glad you found us, but not glad about the reason that you came looking.

A good place for you to start is probably our Bipolar Forum so I'll give you the direct link. http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html

I'm sure in that forum you're bound to find others with similar problems as yourself. They're a pretty special group of people over there Rory, and I'm sure they'll make you feel right at home.