yes, MT
short for muffin top
or she could be MMT
short for missy muffin top.

i shouldn't poke fun because my wt is doing nothing but going up.
part of me wants to, has to, lose this wt. but another part just wants to give up and eat what i want.

i'm at a lose. i don't know what to do with myself.
and, i have to do it medically speaking.
plus all the clothes that won't fit.

what am i doing to myself?????
i'm just so tired of this.

i'm going to take a nap. at least i'm not eating when i'm sleeping.