I really need to get over all the stress and fatigue. I have no motivation whatsoever. I do what I have to do, and that's about it.

I am not usually like this at all. Once I wake up, I cannot go back to sleep, today was 4am. My mind won't let me.

There is a day here and there, where I seem to get a spurt of energy and get things done, but those days do not come often enough.

I feel crappy, depressed and tired.

Just venting, Nikko