I need prayer. I don't have the words to describe the cold feeling that my family feels for me. My dad has decided that he doesn't want me to visit him,and he doesn't want to hear my about my problems that I've had all my life.

My sister doesn't want me to come over,and she doesn't care about my condition,and said she's not going to help me. It's like they have both turned there backs on me. I haven't done anything wrong.I don't drink,or take illegal drugs. I was at peace with them,and I don't know whats happened.

I'm shocked. It's like they have passed a Judgement on me both together. I know that they both know that I am truly ill,but they have come to a point that they don't care. I have many emotional problems,that started with panic attacks when I was about 13 years old. Brokenfriend