Thank you big time Barb. I also thank the rest of you all,and will try to respond later. It's 6:12 AM,and I'm not tired. I'm absolutely astonished at what I've read from my family. I feel it deep to the core of my being,and am absolutely shocked,and dazed right now,and I can't get it out of my thoughts,and it's bringing me heart ache.

What ever happened to family ties,and bonds of love. Fatherly love,and sisterly love... what happened? I love them with all of my problems in the way,and my love is hurting right now. I just don't understand how Love waxes cold. It seems like waxed cold waxes cold other people,and I'm the second class citizen,and below them in their thoughts. This blows me away.

I thought love was higher then the sky,deeper then the sea,and wider then the Universe. Why does it shrink in some people? Why does it disappear to the very people who need it the most. Brokenfriend more broken at this time