momz-
Oh momz! what a LOT to take in. I am sending you the warmest of hugs and caring thoughts. You have been through so much yet keep pushing. All you can do is take the steps, big or small, that will help you be the best you you can be. Whatever you are is, in fact, just perfect- If you don't see that today, it will hopefully become clear in time. I know that you will come through this. Things do happen for a reason even if we do not always know what it is.

I will be thinking of you and hoping for the very best possibile outcome to your surgery. I know it is frightening, but you will come through it stronger on the other side.



Johanna