Resq...
i had not realized the job was relatively new. That is rough also. Gosh. Keep hanging in there. You are being so brave to face all this stuff. Try to take things one moment as a time, in ER i kinda guess you have to but...
And, I know colds can suckkkkk big time, but... as far as that goes, it WILL go away, usually starting from "beat up" feeling part.
be kind to yourself.
~ waves ~ sending hugs from across the ocean