It means a great deal to have you all supporting me at this difficult time.
I am of course crying all the time, harder and harder as Saturday draws near.
I am nervous as hell, I fear I will have another TIA stoke! I soooo hope that doesn't happen, my family will have a hard enough day.

Thank you for being here, for giving me a safe place to share. I do know that you all know what I am going through and it helps.