I'm not sure,but it seems like the doctors may not be helping you in the area of cheering you up. How many different medicines have they they tried? Have you tried including vitamines with your food? Just a thought.

Have you been to other Doctor's,or have you only gone to this one group? It seems like doctors loose a interest in some people after awhile,not all of them. Some of these doctors are not very good. Believe me I know.

I've been to about ten different Psychiatrists. I started having problems with panic attacks,and it was like a black cloud would come over me out of the blue,and all healthy thoughts left,and I was filled with dread,depression,and crashing thoughts. I was about 13 years old.

I was left with a feeling like I had a end,and I was looking at me as a book,and most of the end of the book was ripped away. It was a strange feeling,and one that was hard to explain. So I understand major depression from a early age. I'll stop there. I certainly don't want to make you depressed. I just want you to understand,that I understand.

Take the medicine,and see if it helps. See if it works. I'm sure that there are other treatments.

It's in times like those that I'll open the Bible,and go to the area that says Psalms. I also go to Isaiah 41 in the Bible in,and around that area. That has a very calming affect on me. I'll find a verse, and stop, and meditate on the verse. These sentences have a deep,and good affect deep down in me. Brokenfriend