I would like to post here for now, if that’s okay? I would like to keep a record of things over the next week or so. Any feed back and support would be much appreciated.

I will talk with a psychiatrist on Monday for the first time since the early nineties. That’s when I was diagnosed with a schizoid personality disorder and went on disability.

I don't know about the schizoid thing and I often wonder if I was misdiagnosed. I do have a dissociative identity thing going on. But older now, most of that seems to have 'faded', but under stress it can become an issue.

I'm feeling fine with just a little bit of 'niggling' going on. I just need to keep busy over the weekend and Monday will come around soon enough.