I just googled and spent the last 90 minutes or so reading about this disease/disorder . . . and all I can say is I want to give you a huge cyber-hug and hope that amidst this personal hell-type of waxing and waning existence, I hope that you are allowed some real, sparkling gems of experiences to make up for the struggle each day must bring. I hope you are able to find and maintain the most effective equilibrium for your particular experience with this disabling disease, and that the stream of humanity that flows by your life includes some incredibly wonderful and sensitive people along the way.

And having just learned about this, I hope I become even more sensitive and able to interact with those who function at levels and in ways I have never imagined.