OMG I am so embarrassed! So sorry! Not nice to make you wonder where I've been.
I went off into my deep depression for awhile. I am being stalked by a process server. I keep my house dark and me and my girls habitate upstairs. I am being sued by the 2nd attorney of my divorce. I went through 3 attornies. The second, I never finished paying. This was a $60,000 divorce, of which was never finalized because my husband died just 2 days shy of the judgement. So now I am being sued for "breach of contract" and once I am served papers, the clock starts ticking. Again, me and my girls are on social security. I can't work cause I can't afford childcare or the likelyhood of them garnishing my wages. I am insolvant. They can't get blood out of a turnip. I fully intend on paying my debt, but when I can. By selling everything we own, I have been paying off creditors right and left, but I have to pick and choose when for the sake of living expenses. It's pretty freaky when you have a big man pounding on your door and shouting your name after dark.

So then my computer crashed for a week and my brother flew up from San Francisco again and helped me out.

Then my mother ended up having major surgery last week.

Nina became ill again.

Enough said, depression kept me away from here till I got an email from neurotalk from burntmarshmellow. Then I see that Alffe is getting close to tanning my hide! Thank God I put off my road trip, due to gas inflation, as I might not have any friends left by making my way through the states.

Sorry guys, really I am. Just been so preoccupied.

My love to all!