At 1st I was hoping he was just having a hard time getting over his surgery but it's clear now he's depressed. It's 3pm and he still want get out of bed, if he's not at work he's in bed or yelling at the kids.

I see the Dr tomorrow and he's going with me so I can tell the Dr what's been going on but right now I just feel like tomorrow is too far off.

I tried to tell him I thought he was depressed and I just got yelled at that "He just hurts", well he might still hurt but it's more than just pain he's dealing with and he doesn't believe me.

I'm having a really hard time right now with my SX and dealing with 7 kids ALL DAY long and taking care of DH but now to add this on top I'm just not sure I can handle anything else.