i get the what the helll are you talking about look all the time? i just feel like crying when i have to explain again mostly it comes up when people ask me if i am still hairdressing and i say yes from home they look at me like whyyy! and then i explain my situation and i think it makes them feel bad for asking and they wonder why they asked because it takes sooo long to explain what it is! but i guess evey single one of us go through that! it just gets upsetting i am having a fairly low pain day today but the spasms are playing on me today! thankyou for making me see the bright side of things and sorry for having a whinge!