Well thanks.

Though I wonder that my parents both believe that when you commit suicide you have a 1-way ticket to 'hell'. She's upset that her friend has 'gone to hell'. It's hard to deal with their way of thinking because I don't believe that...and they dwell on it. But...I will be there if she wants to talk about it.

He lived 1 block away from them as well.

I wonder at how surprised I am at myself. That 'suicidal ideation' seems to be almost a daily thought process for me now. I just dismiss it when it pops into my head for the umteenth time. I'm tired of living actually, even with the bright spots. It's SO much work! I think their friend just was too tired to deal with it anymore as well.