Okay, let's have a recap. I was diagnosed in 1990 with Schizoid Personality Disorder. Something I could deal with most of the time. On and off meds but I coped. Recently I had been unable to shift a heavy cloud that was looming over my head so I decided to go see my doctor for the first time in a while. She sent me to a psych for a reassessment. The psych now tells me that she thinks I am suffering for a 'schizoaffective disorder'. I'm still reading up on that one but it doesn't seem to be as bad as 'Schizoid Personality Disorder' which is quite reassuring. Being older and not a young, scared twenty something anymore, I'm okay with this. I can deal.

I'm going to leave this thread for now and move on a little from this until I can get my head around it. Thanks again, you lovely people, with everything that is going on with each of you, you still found the time to post some kind words of encouragement for me. Thank you.