Looking through other's posts I see them speechless. They so feel your pain, but nothing they can do. Even though this was a while ago it is permanently etched into your mind. He was your brother. You were close. WHY? WHY? WHY? There was a reason that he held secretive and close to himself of why he would perform such tradgedy. He was not thinking of the aftermath and the damage he would do to others, he was just thinking of himself. Like all of us.

I am so sorry for your pain, but remember, he is in a much brighter place now. You love him and bringing him to our attention, we truly care. God bless Mark.