I wonder if I can thank BP and NoHope for checking in 'cos I was worried about them both?

I wonder if you would all understand that although I had some good news to tell you all today, I read some news on the MS site that has upset me so badly that I can't stop crying, and the news that I had for you no longer seems important?

Judy (Nurse Nancy)...has just received a cancer diagnosis and I'm hoping that you'll all forgive me just this once for pouring out the pain I feel in my heart for her, in a forum that she doesn't normally frequent.

I also wonder if I can thank one of our NT members who shall remain nameless in case they check out this thread, for the support they gave me when I first read this news, and just could not stop crying.

My pain hasn't eased, and it won't ease until I know that Nurse Nancy is doing OK, but it helps to know that some-one else understands what I'm going through.

If the person who sent me that mesage of support happens to read this post, please know that I appreciated your caring message more than you will ever know. :

I wonder if you all realise that I had more to tell you today but Judy's illness has upset me, and I hope you will let me update you all some other time, when my feelings get themselves a little bit more together.

I will, of course, leave hugs for the room. and I hope that some of you can find it in your hearts to leave me a hug in return.