bj, sweets....your pdoc gave you the best advice. you need the crisis center. she can't help you enough to get through this right now. you can't do this by yourself.

you said it...hooper needs you. she will be there for you too. but you need to get help so you can take care of her and be there for her. to help her heal.

we are praying and sending you healing and comforting thoughts. as our pretty bird wren wren said...you are taking much love with you.

sweets, be sure you clean those cuts really really good. ok? we love you.