Hi everyone,
I haven't been on ...I just haven't been up to posting. I am sure you all understand this. Father's Day is tomorrow.......
Damn it I am 41 years old!!! and yet I feel so lost, orphaned even.
I had the planning of his service for the last 3 months- fathers day tomorrow...and then what? I don't know how to go on from here....
Ok! thats all I can write, can't stop the crying.
I did want to just stop in and check in, let you know I am thinking of you all