I wonder if I can apologize to BJ that I may have overstepped my boundaries.

I think my intent was that I have learnt to forgive myself for the most part...

I wonder that I sort of regretted about what I posted about my fight with my father...there was a part of me that would've probably never have shared that...I turned off the puter and walked away and kept on reliving that scene over and over in my head...and now I am wondering about myself...I really wanted to come back and edited that out but since I've already written it, I guess I'll leave it...but I would understand if anyone here would think that I am just not a nice person...I totally understand...

but I am really really trying...

anyways, I think I have let my emotions got the best of me...I think I will shut up for awhile now...

I wonder if you all know that I care so much about you....

you all are in my heart...

((((BIG HUGS)))) everyone...

and I wonder BJ knows how brave it is, for her to post what she's posting, and that she is saving many lives by posting what she's posting...whether anyone agrees with her or not, by her posting her feelings and her struggles, as well as Abbie and others posting about theirs...they HELP those that read them...

everything happens for a reason...