Mike I feel so bad for you. this is a horrible situation for anyone to be put in. I always worry what would happen to me if something happened to my PM. Ihave tried to set up a back up system by making sure my primary doctor is aware and symapthetic to my disease and situation. She has filled my scripts once before when I had lost mine. If I did not have my base lilne meds, like you, I would be in the hospital. If I miss mine by 3 hours I go in a full body flare. I am praying for you that you find a reliable doctor and that this does not happen to you again. It helps us all think about how important a back up system is .. thank you for posting your dilema. I hope things work out soon for you. Sincerely CZ