Thank you. I kinda figured it was not cureable. I just want to be off the meds. I will check out that forum. I do have a lot of mixed feelings about it and some anger towards it since I have had so many knee surgeries, I feel like why can't I get a break. But I know I am not alone with this and I know it could be a lot worse. I have an aunt with a form of MS and she said she suffers mentally and is not in pain. But with hers she cannot strengthen any of her muscles. She has been supportive talking to me telling me how to take it. I am glad I came across this site. I know it will help to talk to people who are going through it. Since my husband does not really understand. I try to talk to him and vent but he is your typical male who doesn't listen half the time or just pretends to be. Anyway thanks for the responses and I will be checking into that forum.