My Psychiatrist has helped me over 20 years. Before him I had another one. Before that one I had another one. This goes back to the early 70's. My current psychiatrist helps me a little.

I now have a Nurse Practitioner helping me also.

I don't get any real therapy right now,and moving close to my sister was good at first,but recently it's been a emotionally poisonous experience.

I'm a much better person then what she's made me sound like. I forgive her. It's probably her MS. I have to make sure that I don't identify with what she makes me sound like.

After all these years,and all the progress,my sister is smothering the results of this help,in a few years,and she doesn't even really know it. It must be the MS,and I forgive her.

I need to pull myself up,get on the right medicine,and re-evaluate my circumstances. I've been through to much to feel of no value suddenly. I know that when I put my mind to it,I can achieve interesting things. Brokenfriend