Almost in tears at Walmart today...went out shopping with the four girls with my mom...
she showed me some sandels, like kindof casual but heels...RED I LOVE RED>...and I never doll up either...fell in love with them...but as humid as it was tonight...as I put them in the cart....then tried them on again..and realized ...if I had bought them...and humidity came up...I would risk breaking an ankle...due to balance issues..and such....

SO, then when my mom was like, why you putting them back....I didnt say much...by time we were at the checkout..I was teary eyed...silly yes about shoes...if you know me though..I am not a crazy shoe woman where whats another pair...I own maybe three pairs of shoes lol.....Just fell in love with them..but realized really my limitations are....to be smart .....and didnt get them....

Ok some of the tears were probably due to me trying on clothes..and my pudgy middle being so darn pudgy...I couldnt bear to buy anything...everything looked uggggggg....then got frustrated....

ok gotta run...gotta keep doing laundry and some more packing...leaving MOnday..and I work full day tomorrow...actually heading to bed really soon as even having trouble typeing...uggg...hugssss,sarah