Doody,
I am glad you more fully realize we are all alike

, in that many of us tend to avoid places in which we can/do "let down" and "reflect" upon our feelings... when we do not particulary enjoy the particular feelings/emotions coming up for us at any given time!
I know of people rarely ever "home," always "chasing" something as a distraction and/or trying to drive away from themselves/their feelings.
Sometimes, in life, it can be a huge challenge to simply sit with oneself?
I have found this to be true at times!
I hope you are having a great day today!
((((David))))