I can't even google it! What are resiotomies?
i hear you, though, on the pain peaks. I have moments that I just want to block out all sensation. I, too, would just like to get through a day with a smile on my face, even if it did hurt a little. Some days are ok, but they seem to be getting fewer and fewer. And my concentration and imagination are gone. . . . and for an artist, that is not a good feeling.
I tried to go to the easel again today, and nothing would come. . . .
Sorry . . . I had hoped to think of something uplifting for you. Some friend I am, eh?