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Old 06-24-2008, 05:01 AM
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Default Just when you are saying how good your child is

the principal phones and tells you that the very child you were speaking about just rode a motorcycle through the gymnasium. After my glowing, everything is wonderful post..........I am up because I can't relax enough to sleep. I just took 1/2 a tab of RR 100/25.

Still not sleeping. I had such a good day I thought what the heck..........and I have some distance to travel by car on a painful lumbar to get my MRI's done tomorrow so sleep would be good.........and so I took one more 1/2. My legs started vibrating so I sat on the floor, then I had to pee (does that not always happen, urinary retention) while I was thinking about that, I froze. I can usually manage to stop the freezing pretty quickly now. I was a little unsteady as I shuffled to the bathroom. Now I have to wait it out, relax (no negative thinking like 'damn you idiot, now you've sabotaged yourself') until I can sleep. Fear and meds. Old habits don't die easy.
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