welcome Linda after reading your story made me sad, its not good to be in pain and i know i been sick since 6 year old and now i am 28 but don't give up never give up no matter what, hang in there and from what you told us you have wary supportive husband that the key i find is the family and friends. And again welcome to the forum, i give you 1 BIGGGGGGGGGGG i hope your husband is not reading this