Hi Nikko,

That is a good way to channel anger, for the good of myself. I think though to see justice served in due time will help me heal. I am totally screwed up in the head from all the mental, and emotional abuse. The marital rape also screwed me up. I need some kind of closure on it to put it all behind me.

Thank you Bizi for the support. I do feel better now as I am been taking Klnopin today to calm myself down.

befuddled2