Waves, I have frequently felt, often with a great deal of angst, that I am not, can not be, in an envelope with one address on it. I have convinced myself that it is something to be proud of, otherwise I would have had to throw my hands up, or throw the towel in, or whatever!

Anyway, I am in a highly competitive creative profession that has a bunch of talented people with fancy degrees and diamante apprenticeships. Yours truly has a degree in a subject that is soooo unrelated that it never fails to amaze 'them' or me. No apprenticeship. Not much money.

Bipolar? I am certain.

What bothers me is that I can NOT socialize, chat up buyers, etc, very important in this world, and as my daughter says I need an attitude IE, nose up in the air!

So I don't have my face all over the media, much less money than I should, and even my loyal clients don't know what I look like.

But it gives me time for everything else that I wish to do. I am happy with that.